i dont know why i choose this title. lol. just felt like it.
by the way. just so every1 shuld know, yours trully had just finished his exams and is currently enjoying his semester break before the next semester starts on 19th october. so thats 2.5 weeks of holidays before i hit the books again. so ppl... i was thinking of a sec scl gathering sometime soon before stpm starts. watch surrogate maybe? or pandorum?
recapping the whole semester. definitely lots of things happened during these brief 3 months... gained friends, lost friends. probably aqcuaintances i should say? but that would be an understatement. so much so that it would befit the title ... the understatement. lol. forget my crapping. lol.
so... going back, this semester has been okay i guess. studies are okay. like staying out it definitely an experience. an interesting and to a certain extent lucrative one also. erm... but i wouldnt say its been like a wow experience and that its so valuable as exposure for when i get my own house... the oni thing i've probably consciously learnt is how to use the washing machine and that almost everything under the sun can be goggled. ranged from googling how to make chicken murtabak to googling for to take off my contact lens (yes, i was that pathetic). lol. probably also picked up a bit of exercising la i guess. i think during these 3 months of living at the condo, i've exercised more than i've done compared to the other times of the year. and not that i did a lot also. lol.
also learnt that you should never expect much from things that already showed its true colours to you. you'll end up dissappointed. i know i did. period.
p/s. robin hood is a fucking bastard. and im running to catch a show now. so i'll probably update more later la...
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Sunday, August 30, 2009
skeletons in the closet
when you do sth wrong or sth u dun feel proud of what to u do??
some ppl face it bravely, i dont. i chuck it under the rug and hope that while i forget it, it also forgets me. chicken rite. yeah. i know. but thats the only way of "solving" things i know well enough to carry out.
i try not to talk abt it, tell as few people as possible, and even if it creeps out the corner of my mind, treat as if its not there. nevertheless, i'll face it headstrong if in any case, i am forced to have to face it.
but somehow, i come to learn a few things.
... all problems can be solved given enough time and money.
... problems may have permanent effects on people, and since its pemanent, we just have to live our lives to the best that we can.
... even if you pretend the problem doesnt exist, learn from it so that it never ever happens again. if the problem can be hidden, be thankful that the whole world doesnt have to know and be thankful that you can learn from your mistake before it gets too late. if the problem cant be hidden, just live with it because nothing can be done. laugh at it(even if you have to force yourself) or watever, just dont dwell on it coz things wont get better that way.
... when you face any problems, even if it seems like a mountain in front of you and you cant solve it, take it a step at a time. just work towards making your life better coz wats the worse that can happen?? your life cant get any shittier than it already is rite? haha... and yeah. obviously solve the most important problems first and if you still fail, you've tried your best... and remember again, given enough money and time, any problem can be solved.
anyway... thats the few important things i learnt from problems. i know some / many people may disagree with what i think or how i handle my problems. but im just saying, this is how i do it...
some ppl face it bravely, i dont. i chuck it under the rug and hope that while i forget it, it also forgets me. chicken rite. yeah. i know. but thats the only way of "solving" things i know well enough to carry out.
i try not to talk abt it, tell as few people as possible, and even if it creeps out the corner of my mind, treat as if its not there. nevertheless, i'll face it headstrong if in any case, i am forced to have to face it.
but somehow, i come to learn a few things.
... all problems can be solved given enough time and money.
... problems may have permanent effects on people, and since its pemanent, we just have to live our lives to the best that we can.
... even if you pretend the problem doesnt exist, learn from it so that it never ever happens again. if the problem can be hidden, be thankful that the whole world doesnt have to know and be thankful that you can learn from your mistake before it gets too late. if the problem cant be hidden, just live with it because nothing can be done. laugh at it(even if you have to force yourself) or watever, just dont dwell on it coz things wont get better that way.
... when you face any problems, even if it seems like a mountain in front of you and you cant solve it, take it a step at a time. just work towards making your life better coz wats the worse that can happen?? your life cant get any shittier than it already is rite? haha... and yeah. obviously solve the most important problems first and if you still fail, you've tried your best... and remember again, given enough money and time, any problem can be solved.
anyway... thats the few important things i learnt from problems. i know some / many people may disagree with what i think or how i handle my problems. but im just saying, this is how i do it...
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
its been ages eh...
seriously been ages since my last update and i must say... a terrible whole lot has happened in this period of time... where to start eh...???
generally, uni life has gotten very very very much more busy. i mean like freaking assignments and tests are like lining up the whole week. as it is, i hav one test this friday, 1 test this saturday, 1 assignment to pass up on monday and another on tuesday. talk about hectic eh..
and yeah friday night outings... every friday i go back home, i look forward to midnite outings. its almost been like 2 months that every friday nite the ho brothers, my sis and i will go out for a movie... then for supper. mostly at murni. haha... yeah... the 1 at ss2... earliest time returning home:2.30 in the morning coz my mum gave me the curfew.
btw my laptop got scwered for abt 2 weeks adi. i wondered how i cud survive this period. no more dota with the hsemates, no internet, practically no life. thanks to sunny who lends me his computer and kar wai downloading songs for me to spam. (ooh yeah... the ONLY song i've been listening to for abt a week nw... taylor swift... you belong with me)
i have something i want to say.
"...now, in helpless moments, i think of you, a figure forgotten in hours not of need, but a comforter of the past..."
fyi, no1 likes to be a mere figure to any1 or anything... despite everything thats happened... i'd let what happened happen, and not be sentimental. i could care less abt what i had invested so far. and so yeah. i've preactically given up hope on what i've to say, and its too late to change anything, coz im indifferent nw. i'm not gonna be any1's back up plan anymore... go figure.
till my next post... bah bai...=)
p/s. thanks for reading, whoever read the whole post. sorry for the dryness tho.
generally, uni life has gotten very very very much more busy. i mean like freaking assignments and tests are like lining up the whole week. as it is, i hav one test this friday, 1 test this saturday, 1 assignment to pass up on monday and another on tuesday. talk about hectic eh..
and yeah friday night outings... every friday i go back home, i look forward to midnite outings. its almost been like 2 months that every friday nite the ho brothers, my sis and i will go out for a movie... then for supper. mostly at murni. haha... yeah... the 1 at ss2... earliest time returning home:2.30 in the morning coz my mum gave me the curfew.
btw my laptop got scwered for abt 2 weeks adi. i wondered how i cud survive this period. no more dota with the hsemates, no internet, practically no life. thanks to sunny who lends me his computer and kar wai downloading songs for me to spam. (ooh yeah... the ONLY song i've been listening to for abt a week nw... taylor swift... you belong with me)
i have something i want to say.
"...now, in helpless moments, i think of you, a figure forgotten in hours not of need, but a comforter of the past..."
fyi, no1 likes to be a mere figure to any1 or anything... despite everything thats happened... i'd let what happened happen, and not be sentimental. i could care less abt what i had invested so far. and so yeah. i've preactically given up hope on what i've to say, and its too late to change anything, coz im indifferent nw. i'm not gonna be any1's back up plan anymore... go figure.
till my next post... bah bai...=)
p/s. thanks for reading, whoever read the whole post. sorry for the dryness tho.
Monday, July 20, 2009
half blood prince
harry potter movie sucked. period. dont even bother buying the pirated dvd for it...
p/s. gtg bac to study
p/s. gtg bac to study
Sunday, July 5, 2009
and so it is... the turn of the tide...
wow... really long time since i last updated eh. i sud be studying now la blardee... sigh. got calculus test on tuesday morning and accounting test on thursday evening.
anyway. just wanted to update so that my blog wont look so dead...
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in case any1 doesnt know, i adi strted my degree programme in setapak and am currently staying there. coming back to my place on fridays until sunday nites. all housemated are really nice. room mate's a good companion. nothing more i cud ask for. thats the nice part. food is terrible. period. let no more be said.
just when i thought that everything in my life was like falling into place, some things just have to go falling apart. guess its wrong judgement eyh. things come and go. i just expected things to last longer. but i guess earlier is better than later rite. later it gets, the worse it gets. earlier gives more room to restabalize.
degree life has been erm... erm... ok i guess i should say... but that would probably be an understatement la. i somehow just dont like classes n lectures here. probably its coz i havent really made any new friends here la. probably its oso coz the lecturers are a bit too serious with everything n all. they just come in the lecture theater and just blabber away, not caring about the students at all. not to say all lecturers la. most of them. but i guess that uni life eyh...
ooh yeah. i 4got to mention. my spare tyre for my kembara got stolen. yeah. i parked at a legal parking lot near uni. less than an hour i left the car. tyre got stolen. to the person/people who stole it: bloody fuck you. may that tyre explode when you are driving and hit a tree and cause your limbs to be permanently paralysed. no, dont die. i want you to live to the end of your life being a vegetable for what you have done. and again, bloody fuck you.
i dont know wat to type anymore. so for now, bai bai la.
anyway. just wanted to update so that my blog wont look so dead...
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in case any1 doesnt know, i adi strted my degree programme in setapak and am currently staying there. coming back to my place on fridays until sunday nites. all housemated are really nice. room mate's a good companion. nothing more i cud ask for. thats the nice part. food is terrible. period. let no more be said.
just when i thought that everything in my life was like falling into place, some things just have to go falling apart. guess its wrong judgement eyh. things come and go. i just expected things to last longer. but i guess earlier is better than later rite. later it gets, the worse it gets. earlier gives more room to restabalize.
degree life has been erm... erm... ok i guess i should say... but that would probably be an understatement la. i somehow just dont like classes n lectures here. probably its coz i havent really made any new friends here la. probably its oso coz the lecturers are a bit too serious with everything n all. they just come in the lecture theater and just blabber away, not caring about the students at all. not to say all lecturers la. most of them. but i guess that uni life eyh...
ooh yeah. i 4got to mention. my spare tyre for my kembara got stolen. yeah. i parked at a legal parking lot near uni. less than an hour i left the car. tyre got stolen. to the person/people who stole it: bloody fuck you. may that tyre explode when you are driving and hit a tree and cause your limbs to be permanently paralysed. no, dont die. i want you to live to the end of your life being a vegetable for what you have done. and again, bloody fuck you.
i dont know wat to type anymore. so for now, bai bai la.
Friday, May 29, 2009
all the time in the world...
yeah... for the time being, i have all the time in the world. until my degree starts that is, which is in 3 days time...
really having mixed feelings about it... i mean like going to setapak n all... yeah.. i get to meet david, janson, ccm n all... but yet it seems so fast time flies me by and i cant believe im already going to start my degree.
and bout shifting out... seems like a nice idea, but the conditions are a bit too not predictable 4 me coz i havent had any experience of anything like this b4... worried bout what i've heard of so far... (everything and i mean everything i've heard bout setapak is that the crime rate there is very high) but i guess its gonna be ok la... coz after all, if u have money and time, you can solve any problem in the world...=)
seems like it was just yesterday i was choosing which tertiary institution i should enrol myself into. and never in a million years would i see myself coming to utar... a place which i dont have any comments about. compared to taylors or help n all... and now its time for the next level... one of which im nt sure if i can do well...
yeah, i've always wanted to do actuarial. but to come to think of it... i dun really know much about it other than its basic nature and hearing that its a tough course.
anyhow... i just wanted to say... everythings going really fast and things just happen to change when im finally settling down and beginning to relax. how sucky. i kno. sigh.
p/s. friends come and go, but enemies tend to accumulate.
and yes, ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE IN THEIR DEGREE... especially the kampar ones... which i dunno when i'll see again.
really having mixed feelings about it... i mean like going to setapak n all... yeah.. i get to meet david, janson, ccm n all... but yet it seems so fast time flies me by and i cant believe im already going to start my degree.
and bout shifting out... seems like a nice idea, but the conditions are a bit too not predictable 4 me coz i havent had any experience of anything like this b4... worried bout what i've heard of so far... (everything and i mean everything i've heard bout setapak is that the crime rate there is very high) but i guess its gonna be ok la... coz after all, if u have money and time, you can solve any problem in the world...=)
seems like it was just yesterday i was choosing which tertiary institution i should enrol myself into. and never in a million years would i see myself coming to utar... a place which i dont have any comments about. compared to taylors or help n all... and now its time for the next level... one of which im nt sure if i can do well...
yeah, i've always wanted to do actuarial. but to come to think of it... i dun really know much about it other than its basic nature and hearing that its a tough course.
anyhow... i just wanted to say... everythings going really fast and things just happen to change when im finally settling down and beginning to relax. how sucky. i kno. sigh.
p/s. friends come and go, but enemies tend to accumulate.
and yes, ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE IN THEIR DEGREE... especially the kampar ones... which i dunno when i'll see again.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
no boundaries
i am currently very into this song.... enjoy...=)
No Boundaries by KRIS ALLEN
Ohh
Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment lasts forever
When you feel you've lost your way
What if my chances were already gone
I started believing that I could be wrong
But you gave me one good reason
To fight and never walk away
So here I am still holding on
With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
I fought to the limit you stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets
Don't know where the future's headed
Nothing's gonna bring me down
Jumped every bridge I've run every line
I risk being safe, I always knew why
I always knew why
So here I am still holding on
With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule cause there's nothing between you and your dreams
With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
No boundaries
Yeah, there are no boundaries
No Boundaries by KRIS ALLEN
Ohh
Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment lasts forever
When you feel you've lost your way
What if my chances were already gone
I started believing that I could be wrong
But you gave me one good reason
To fight and never walk away
So here I am still holding on
With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
I fought to the limit you stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets
Don't know where the future's headed
Nothing's gonna bring me down
Jumped every bridge I've run every line
I risk being safe, I always knew why
I always knew why
So here I am still holding on
With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule cause there's nothing between you and your dreams
With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
No boundaries
Yeah, there are no boundaries
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