the things i miss

one friend asked me to make a post of the things i missed in life. so here it goes.

looking back at life, there have been lots of gains and losses, trials and tribulations but at the end of the day, we just live life like there's no other... keep the good memories and leave the bad.

i miss the times when i was constantly dependent, always leaning, never standing on my own. because only then will you really know what's really yours and just what seems to be yours. i mean... its always nice to know there's always someone who can break your fall when you slip and fall back on when everything turns in on you.

i miss the sincere friendships that people used to have. it amuses me how pretentious people can get... and it amuses me even more how pretentious i have become, considering the fact that i always wore my heart on my sleeve before this. some people say... yeah... that's being a more matured person. but now i weep for the innocence i once had; smiling with teeth and not fangs, laughing with my heart and not an empty sound.

i miss the frequent outings
i miss the lame msn games
i miss the carefree life
i miss the days when i was driven around

i just miss the comfort of knowing that everything will be alright.

life has to go on anyhow. we cant change the cards we are dealt, just how we play the hand. so make every moment of your life count. =D

for the record, thanks to all those people who made my life worth living so far. thanks for being there, thanks for the beautiful memories.